AYABIE

So sad... I love old Ayabie, right after Ryohei left and right after Yumehito stopped dressing like a girl. Circa Cubic L/Rock. TT__TT

What it this. Aoi, just apologize for being too diva and get the band back under the Ayabie name. Youtube doesn't understand the difference between searching for "Ayabie" and "AYABIE" :(

I want to be on Intetsu's side no matter what, but.. Yumehito really has an annoying singing voice. Reminds me of Miku from An Cafe after he went crazy when Bou left. FFFF I hate that high pitch cutesy voice, it's annoying like the high-pitched cutesy voice that girls use to talk in. I just can't stand it. Aoi had the best jrock voice, it wasn't high and it wasn't pseudo-darkwave low, but it was distinct so that right away I knew I was listening to Ayabie. Yumehito's voice + the direction of music the band's been going in = super generic oshare kei jrock.

Goddammit Aoi, why can't you just be nice and keep your friends?!? I feel the worst for Intetsu, he is probably feeling really torn about this ;A;

Fuck that noise, I'm done with them. Kalafina and Girugamesh all the waaaayyy~!

and maybe.. just maybe, the project that Aoi and Ryohei are working on.

Cuz Ryohei's cool, so Megamasso is still ok, even if they are a little too fruity...

Everyday I'm a different person.

Sometimes I look at my old stuff- my writings, drawings, internet bookmarks, books I liked- and wonder who I was, what I was thinking. I don't know what sort of person I used to be. It's sort of scary to realize that I forget myself as much as I forget other people, but I guess this is what people mean by living in the moment? It's not as freeing as I had hoped.

There should be a ban on blogging when I'm feeling dramatic.

Tired. A monotonous bore

I wanna move to a place where walking and public transport can take you everywhere, where people who live in the same building know each other, and where everyday is a little different.

I don't want to keep living by having every day's work planned out since monday, by eating the same food and seeing the same people, and by going to the same places everyday.

I want to go somewhere where nobody knows who I am yet everyone says hello.

Time to get the fuck out of Irvine :\

heh

Jeff's birthday. We did stuff yesterday though. Tomorrow's mamiko's bday. i need moneys yo.

f*ck formspring

The only thing more self-centered than twitter >:( not that blogging isn't the originator of self-centered ness on the internets...

btw, interesting twitter: http://suchtweetsorrow.com/
Romeo and Juliet in real-time.

been procrastinating by playing the "5 clicks to Hitler" game on wikipedia. Dammit, Sairah!

Need to start sewing. Summer plans, where art thou?

I keep walking past the bloodmobile on campus. I'm afraid to donate, cuz then I won't be able to function. Also, if it turns out i'm type O I'll be morally obligated to donate all the time.

dawww my sister posted this:


Haven't actually posted anything green-related in a while, so...


This is the song; get past him saying "fuck" (in variants) and try to ignore his annoying speaking voice. I don't really like this song... Coldplay's Viva La Vida and Kalafina's Gloria kills this to bits.

Kristen Stewart dyke watch

I don't like the term dyke. Sounds gross. But this 5-part blog/thesis on Kristen Stewart being gay is pretty interesting.
http://www.youngcreature.net/2009/08/kristen-stewart-dyke-watch.html
I think she's a man though, not a gay girl :P

movies to watch:
Iron Man 2
Toy Story 3
Resident Evil: Afterlife
The A-Team
The Expendables
The Runaways

and I still need to see Leon the Professional. fffffff

Massive girl crush

I have a massive girl crush on Jyou (center)

and an old-guy crush on Liam Neeson. Omfg dude is wicked cool.

Jeff's bday soon... eeeeeeh what to do? I <3 Jeff but I don't know, for the life of me, what he'd like for his birthday. He always seems to know what I like though... how unfair :( Or maybe I'm just inattentive.